How do I light a fire under the creative cauldron and get things moving that I have let sit on the shelf so long while I tried to focus on other things and was too tired after those things had been done? Is it a losing battle? The other things are much more important and yet there are moments where I am not able to do them yet in time - and I do not use those moments well and what do I miss.
Studied French today and a little Spanish, and did the math rapid-fire modules. It is easy to say I will kick my own tail and move forward but it is still a bit like screaming into the void.
Ca vi, ca va, que sera sera etc. And yet, it will be something different if I dig my shovel in and do some more of the work. I can't do much of other people's work for them when they don't want to do it or it isn't time yet for it - but I keep ignoring my own, too because what.. it doesn't feel as important, because I set it for myself and it is 'art' etc... I have such a strange relationship with time.
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